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L O W L O V E was inspired by many wonders. One of these was painter Paul Gauguin's journal of his first sojourn to Oceania -- to a Tahiti now no longer in existence . The son of Peruvian and French parents, he writes with a perspective hovering somewhere between that of a voluptuary, a voyeur or an anthropologist . . . exposing as much about himself as he does the natives. . . |
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![]() ![]() N o a N o a Translated from the French byOtto Frederick Theis1919Dites,
qu’avez-vous vu?
We turned Morea and had Tahiti before us.
Several
hours later dawn appeared, and we gently approached the reefs,
entered the channel, and anchored without accidents in the roadstead. The
first view of this part of the island discloses nothing very
extraordinary; nothing, for instance, that could be compared with the
magnificent bay of Rio de Janeiro. It
is the summit of a mountain submerged at
the time of one of the ancient deluges. Only the very point
rose above the waters. A family fled thither and founded a new
race--and then
the corals climbed up along it, surrounding the peak, and in the course
of
centuries builded a new land. It is still extending, but retains its
original
character of solitude and isolation, which is only accentuated by the
immense
expanse of the ocean. Toward
ten o'clock I made my formal call on the governor, the Negro
Lacascade, who received me as though I had been an important personage. I
owed this distinction to the mission with which the French
government--I do not know why--had entrusted me. It was an artistic
mission, it
is true. But in the view of the Negro, however, this word was only an
official
synonym for espionage, and I tried in vain to undeceive him. Every one
about
him shared this belief, and when I said that I was receiving no pay for
my
mission no one would believe me. Life
at Papeete soon became a burden. It
was Europe--the Europe I had thought to shake off--and that under
the aggravating circumstances of colonial snobbism, and the imitation,
grotesque even to the point of caricature, of our customs, fashions,
vices, and
absurdities of civilization. Was
I to have made this far journey, only to find the very thing I had
fled? Nevertheless,
there was a public event that interested me. At
the time King Pomare was mortally ill, and the end was daily
expected. Little
by little the city had assumed a singular aspect. All
the Europeans, merchants, functionaries, officers, and soldiers,
laughed and sang on the streets as usual, while the natives with grave
mien and
lowered voice held converse among themselves in the neighborhood of the
palace.
In the roadstead there was an abnormal movement of orange sails on the
blue
sea, and often the line of reefs shone in a sudden silvery gleam under
the sun.
The natives of neighboring islands were hastening hither to attend at
the last
moments of their king, and at the definite taking possession of their
empire by
France. By
signs from above they had had report of this, for whenever a king
was about to die the mountains in certain places became covered with
dark spots
at the setting of the sun. The
king died, and lay in state in the palace in the uniform of an
admiral. There
I saw the queen, Maraü--such was her name--decorating the royal
hall with flowers and materials. When the director of public works
asked my
advice about the artistic arrangements of the funeral, I
pointed out the
queen to him. With the beautiful instinct of her race she dispersed
grace
everywhere about her, and made everything she touched a work of art. I
understood her only imperfectly at this first meeting. Both the human
beings and the objects were so different from those I had desired, that
I was
disappointed. I was disgusted by all this European triviality. I had
disembarked too recently yet to distinguish how much of nationality,
fundamental realness, and primitive beauty still remained in this
conquered
race beneath the artificial and meretricious veneer of our
importations. I was
still in a manner blind. I saw in this queen, already somewhat mature
in years,
only a commonplace stout woman with traces of noble beauty. When I saw
her
again later, I revised my first judgment. I fell under the spell of her
"Maori charm." Notwithstanding all the intermixture, the Tahitian
type was still very pure in her. And then the memory of her ancestor,
the great
chief Tati, gave her as well as her brother and all her family an
appearance of
truly imposing grandeur. She had the majestic sculptural form of her
race, ample
and at the same time gracious. The arms were like the two columns of a
temple,
simple, straight; and the whole bodily form with the long horizontal
line of
the shoulder, and the vast height terminating above in a point,
inevitably made
me think of the Triangle of the Trinity. In her eyes there sometimes
burned
something like a vague presentiment of passions, which flared up
suddenly and
set aflame all the life round about. Perhaps, it is thus that the
island itself
once rose from the ocean, and that the plants upon it burst into flower
under
the first ray of the sun. . . . All
the Tahitians dressed in black, and for two days they sang dirges
of grief and laments for the dead. It seemed to me that I was listening
to the
Sonata Pathétique. Then
came the day of the funeral. At
ten in the morning they left the palace. The troops and the
authorities were in white helmet and black dress-coat, the natives in
their
mourning costume. All the districts marched in order, and the leader of
each
one bore a French flag. At
Aruë they halted. There an indescribable monument rises--a
formless
mass of coral stones bound together by cement. It forms a painful
contrast with
the natural decorative beauty of vegetation and atmosphere. Lacascade
pronounced a discourse of conventional pattern, which an
interpreter translated for the benefit of the Frenchmen present. Then
the
Protestant clergyman delivered a sermon to which Tati, the brother of
the
queen, responded. That was all. They left; the functionaries crowded
into the
carriages. It reminded one somewhat of a "return from the races." In
the confusion on the way the indifference of the French set the key,
and the people, since a number of days so grave, recovered their
gayety. The vahinas
again took the arms of their tanés, chattered actively,
and undulated
their hips, the while their strong bare feet stirred up heavily the
dust of the
road. Close
to the river Fatü, there was a general scattering. Concealed
among the stones the women crouched here and there in the water with
their
skirts raised to waist, cooling their haunches and legs tired from the
march
and the heat. Thus cleansed with the bosom erect and with the two
shells
covering the breasts rising in points under the muslin of the corsage,
they
again took up the way to Papeete. They had the grace and elasticity of
healthy
young animals. A mingled perfume, half animal, half vegetable emanated
from
them; the perfume of their blood and of the gardenias--tiaré--which
all
wore in their hair. "Téiné
merahi noa noa (now very fragrant)," they
said. * .
. . The princess entered my chamber where
I lay, half-ill on the bed, dressed only in a paréo. What
a dress in which to receive a woman of rank! "Ia
orana (I greet thee), Gauguin," she said.
"Thou art ill, I have come to look after thee." "And
what is your name?" "Vaïtüa." Vaïtüa
was a real princess, if such still exist in this country, where
the Europeans have reduced everything to their own level. In fact,
however, she
had come as a simple ordinary mortal in a black dress, with bare feet,
and a
fragrant flower behind the ear. She was in mourning for King Pomare,
whose
niece she was. Her father, Tamatoa, in spite of the inevitable contacts
with
officers and functionaries, in spite of the receptions at the house of
the
admiral, had never desired to be anything other than a royal Maori. He
was a
gigantic brawler in moments of wrath, and on evenings of feasting a
famous
carouser. He was dead. Vaïtüa, according to report, was very
like him. With
the insolence of a European only recently landed on the island in
his white helmet, I looked with a skeptical smile on the lips at this
fallen
princess. But I wanted to be polite. "It
is very kind of you to have come, Vaïtüa. Shall we drink an
absinthe together?" I
pointed with the finger to a bottle, which I had just bought,
standing on the ground in a corner of the room. Showing
neither displeasure nor eagerness she went to the place
indicated, and bent down to pick up the bottle. In this movement her
slight,
transparent dress stretched taut over her loins--loins to bear a world.
Oh,
surely, she was a princess! Her ancestors? Giants proud and brave. Her
strong,
proud, wild head was firmly planted on her wide shoulders. At first I
saw in
her only the jaws of a cannibal, the teeth ready to rend, the lurking
look of a
cruel and cunning animal, and found her, in spite of her beautiful and
noble
forehead, very ugly. I
hoped it wouldn't occur to her to sit down on my bed! So feeble a
piece of furniture would never support both of us. . . . It
is exactly what she did. The
bed creaked, but it held out. In
drinking we exchanged a few words. The conversation, however, did
not want to become animated. It finally lagged entirely, and silence
reigned. I
observed the princess secretly, and she looked at me out of a corner
of the eye. Time passed, and the bottle gradually emptied.
Vaïtüa was a brave
drinker. She
rolls a Tahitian cigarette and stretches out on the bed to smoke.
Her feet with a mechanical gesture continually caress the wood of the
foot-end.
Her expression becomes gentler, it visibly softens, her eyes shine, and
a
regular hissing sound escapes from her lips. I imagine that I am
listening to a
purring cat that is meditating on some bloody sensuality. As
I am changeable, I find her now very beautiful, and when she said to
me with a throbbing voice, "You are nice," a great trouble fell upon
me. Truly the princess was delicious. . . . Doubtless
in order to please me, she began to recite a fable, one of La
Fontaine's, The Cricket and the Ants--a memory of her childhood
days
with the sisters who had taught her. The
cigarette was entirely alight. "Do
you know, Gauguin," said the princess in rising, "I
do not like your La Fontaine." "What?
Our good La Fontaine?" "Perhaps,
he is good, but his morals are ugly. The ants . .
." ( and her mouth expressed disgust) . "Ah, the crickets, yes. To
sing, to sing, always to sing!" And
proudly without looking at me, the shining eyes fixed upon the far
distance, she added, "How
beautiful our realm was when nothing was sold there! All the
year through the people sang. . . . To sing always, always to give! . .
." And
she left. I
put my head back on the pillow, and for a long time I was caressed by
the memory of the syllables: "Ia orana, Gauguin." This
episode I associate in my memory with the death of King Pomare
left deeper traces than that event itself and the public ceremonies. The
inhabitants of Papeete, both native and white, soon forgot the dead
king. Those who had come from the neighboring islands to take part in
the royal
obsequies left; again thousands of orange sails crossed the blue sea,
then
everything returned to the customary routine. It
was only one king less. With
him disappeared the last vestiges of ancient traditions. With him
Maori history closed. It was at an end. Civilization, alas!--soldiers,
trade,
officialdom--triumphed. A
profound sadness took possession of me. The dream that had brought me
to Tahiti was brutally disappointed by the actuality. It was the Tahiti
of
former times that I loved. That of the present filled me with horror. In
view of the persistent physical beauty of the race, it seemed
unbelievable that all its ancient grandeur, its personal and natural
customs,
its beliefs, and its legends had disappeared. But how was I, all by
myself, to
find the traces of this past if any such traces remained? How was I to
recognize them without guidance? How to relight the fire the very ashes
of
which are scattered? However
depressed I may be I am not in the habit of giving up a project
without having tried everything, even the "impossible," to gain my
end. My
resolve was quickly taken. I would leave Papeete, and withdraw from
this European center. I
felt that in living intimately with the natives in the wilderness I
would by patience gradually gain the confidence of the Maoris and come
to know
them. And
one morning I set out in a carriage that one of the officers had
graciously put at my disposal in search of "my hut." My
vahina, Titi by name, accompanied me. She was of mixed
English and Tahitian blood, and spoke some French. She had put on her
very best
dress for the journey. The tiaré was behind the ear; her
hat of reeds
was decorated above with ribbon, straw flowers, and a garniture of
orange-colored shells, and her long black hair fell loose over the
shoulders.
She was proud to be in a carriage, proud to be so elegant, proud to be
the vahina
of a man whom she believed important and rich. She was really handsome,
and
there was nothing ridiculous in her pride, for the majestic mien is
becoming to
this race. In memory of its long feudal history and its endless line of
powerful chiefs it retains its superb strain of pride. I knew very well
that
her calculating love in the eyes of Parisians would not have had much
more
weight than the venial complaisance of a harlot. But the amorous
passion of a
Maori courtesan is something quite different from the passivity of a
Parisian
cocotte--something very different! There is a fire in her blood, which
calls
forth love as its essential nourishment.; which exhales it like a fatal
perfume. These eyes and this mouth cannot lie. Whether calculating or
not, it
is always love that speaks from them. . . . The
journey was soon accomplished--a few bits of inconsequential
conversation, a rich, monotonous country. On the right there was always
the
sea, the coral-reefs and the sheets of water, which sometimes scattered
in
spray when they came into too violent contact with the waves and the
rocks. To
the left was the wilderness with its perspective of great forests. By
noonday we had accomplished our forty-five kilometers, and had
arrived at the district of Mataïea. I
made a search through the district and succeeded in finding a
suitable enough hut, which the owner rented to me. He was building a
new one
near by where he intended to dwell. On
the next evening when we returned to Papeete, Titi asked me whether
I wished her to accompany me. "Later,
in a few days, when I have become settled," I said. Titi
had a terrible reputation at Papeete of having successively
brought a number of lovers to their grave. But it was not this that
made me put
her aside. It was her half-white blood. In spite of traces of
profoundly native
and truly Maori characteristics, the many contacts had caused her to
lose many
of her distinctive racial "differences." I felt that she could not
teach me any of the things I wished to know, that she had nothing to
give of
that special happiness I sought. I
told myself, that in the country I would find that which I was
seeking; it would only be necessary to choose. * On
one side was the sea; on the other, the mountain, a deeply fissured
mountain; an enormous cleft closed by a huge mango leaning against the
rocks. Between
the mountain and the sea stood my hut, made of the wood of
bourao tree. Close to the hut in which I dwelled was another, the faré
amu
(hut for eating). It
is morning. On
the sea close to the strand I see a pirogue, and in the pirogue a
half-naked woman. On the shore is a man, also undressed. Beside the man
is a
diseased cocoanut-tree with shriveled leaves. It resembles a huge
parrot with
golden tails hanging down, and holding in his claws a huge cluster of
cocoanuts. With a harmonious gesture the man raises a heavy ax in his
two
hands. It leaves above a blue impression against the silvery sky, and
below a rosy
incision in the dead tree, where for an inflammatory moment the ardor
stored up
day by day throughout centuries will come to life again. On
the purple soil long serpentine leaves of a metallic yellow make me
think of a mysterious sacred writing of the ancient Orient. They
distinctly
form the sacred word of Oceanian origin, ATUA (God), the Taäta or
Takata or
Tathagata, who ruled throughout all the Indies. And there came to my
mind like
a mystic counsel, in harmony with my beautiful solitude and my
beautiful
poverty the words of the sage: In the eyes of Tathagata, the magnificence and splendor of
kings and
their ministers are no more than spittle and dust; In his eyes purity and impurity are like the dance of the six
nagas; In his eyes the seeking for the sight of the Buddha is like
unto
flowers. In
the pirogue the woman was putting some nets in order. The
blue line of the sea was frequently broken by the green of the
wave-crests falling on the breakwater of coral. It
is evening. I
have gone to smoke a cigarette on the sands at the edge of the sea. The
sun, rapidly sinking on the horizon, is already half concealed
behind the island of Morea, which lay to my right. The conflict of
light made
the mountains stand out sharply and strangely in black against the
violet glow
of the sky. They were like ancient battlemented castles. Is
it any wonder that before this natural architecture visions of
feudal magnificence pursue me? The summit, over there, has the form of
a
gigantic helmet-crest. The billows around it, which sound like the
noise of an
immense crowd, will never reach it. Amid the splendor of the ruins the
crest
stands alone, a protector or witness, a neighbor of the heavens. I felt
a
secret look plunge from the head up there into waters that had once
engulfed
the sinful race of the living, and in a vast fissure, which might have
been the
mouth, I felt the hovering of a smile of irony or pity over the waters
where
the past sleeps. . . . Night
falls quickly. Morea sleeps. * Silence!
I am learning to know the silence of a Tahitian night. In
this silence I hear nothing except the beating of my heart. But
the rays of the moon play through the bamboo reeds, standing
equidistant from each other before my hut, and reach even to my bed.
And these
regular intervals of light suggest a musical instrument to me--the
reed-pipe of
the ancients, which was familiar to the Maori, and is called vivo by
them. The
moon and the bamboo reeds made it assume an exaggerated form--an
instrument
that remained silent throughout the day, but that at night by grace of
the moon
calls forth in the memory of the dreamer well-loved melodies. Under
this music
I fell asleep. Between
me and the sky there was nothing except the high frail roof of
pandanus leaves, where the lizards have their nests. I
am far, far away from the prisons that European houses are. A
Maori hut does not separate man from life, from space, from the
infinite. . . . In
the meantime I felt myself very lonely here. The
inhabitants of the district and I mutually watched each other, and
the distance between us remained the same. By
the second day I had exhausted my provisions. What to do? I had
imagined that with money I would be able to find all that was necessary
for
life. I was deceived. Once beyond the threshold of the city, we must
turn to
Nature in order to live. She is rich, she is generous, she refuses to
no one
who will ask his share of her treasures, of which she has inexhaustible
reserves in the trees, in the mountains, in the sea. But one must know
how to
climb the tall trees, how to go into the mountains, in order to return
weighed
down with heavy booty. One must know how to catch fish, and how to dive
to tear
loose the shellfish so firmly attached to stones at the bottom of the
sea.--One
must know how, one must be able to do things. Here
was I, a civilized man, distinctly inferior in these things to the
savages. I envied them. I looked at their happy, peaceful life round
about me,
making no further effort than was essential for their daily needs,
without the
least care about money. To whom were they to sell, when the gifts of
Nature
were within the reach of every one? There
I was sitting with empty stomach on the threshold of my hut,
sadly considering my state, and thinking of the unforeseen, perhaps
insurmountable, obstacles that Nature has created for her protection
and placed
between herself and him who comes from a civilized world, when I saw a
native
gesticulating and calling out something to me. The expressive gestures
interpreted the words, and I understood that my neighbor was inviting
me to
dinner. With a shake of the head I declined. Then I reentered my hut,
ashamed,
I believe equally because charity had been offered me, and because I
had
refused it. A
few minutes later a little girl without saying anything left some
cooked vegetables in front of my door, and also fruit wrapped neatly in
green
freshly picked leaves. I was hungry, and likewise without a word I
accepted the
gift. A
little later, the man passed in front of my hut, and, smiling, but
without stopping, said in a questioning tone, "Païa?" I
divined, "Are you contented?" This
was the beginning of a reciprocal understanding between the
savages and myself. "Savages!"
This word came involuntarily to my lips when I
looked at these black beings with their cannibal-like teeth. However, I
already
had a glimpse of their genuine, their strange grace . . . I remembered
the
little brown head with the placid eyes cast to the ground, which from
under the
clusters of large giromon leaves watched me one morning without my
knowing it,
and fled when my glance met hers. . . . As
they were to me, so was I to them, an object for observation, a
cause of astonishment--one to whom everything was new, one who was
ignorant of
everything. For I knew neither their language, nor their customs, not
even the
simplest, most necessary manipulations. As each one of them was a
savage to me,
so was I a savage to each one of them. And
which of us two was wrong? I
tried to work, making all kinds of notes and sketches. But
the landscape with its violent, pure colors dazzled and blinded me.
I was always uncertain; I was seeking, seeking. . . . In
the meantime, it was so simple to paint things as I saw them; to put
without special calculation a red close to a blue. Golden figures in
the brooks
and on the seashore enchanted me. Why did I hesitate to put all this
glory of
the sun on my canvas? Oh!
the old European traditions! The timidities of expression of
degenerate races! In
order to familiarize myself with the distinctive characteristics of
the Tahitian face, I had wished for a long time to make a portrait of
one of my
neighbors, a young woman of pure Tahitian extraction. One
day she finally became emboldened enough to enter my hut, and to
look at photographs of paintings that I had hung on one of the walls of
my
room. She regarded the Olympia for a long time and with special
interest. "What
do you think of her?" I asked. I had learned a few
Tahitian words during the two months since I had last spoken French. My
neighbor replied, "She is very beautiful!" I
smiled at this remark, and was touched by it. Had she then a sense of
the beautiful? But what reply would the professors of the Academy of
Fine Arts
have made to this remark? Then
suddenly after a perceptible silence such
as precedes the thinking out of a conclusion, she added, "Is
it your wife?" "Yes." I
did not hesitate at this lie. I--the tané of the beautiful
Olympia! While
she was curiously examining certain religious compositions of the
Italian primitives, I hastened, without her noticing it, to sketch her
portrait. She
saw it, and with a pout cried out abruptly, "Aïta
(no)!" and fled. An
hour later she returned, dressed in a beautiful robe with the
tiaré
behind the ear. Was it coquetry? Was it the pleasure of consenting of
her own
free will after having refused? Or was it simply the universal
attraction of
the forbidden fruit which one denies one's self? Or more probably
still, was it
merely a caprice without any other motive, a pure caprice of the kind
to which
the Maoris are so given? Without
delay I began work, without hesitation and all of a fever. I
was aware that on my skill as painter would depend the physical and
moral
possession of the model, that it would be like an implied, urgent,
irresistible
invitation. She
was not at all handsome according to our æsthetic rules. She
was beautiful. All
her traits combined in a Raphaelesque harmony by the meeting of
curves. Her mouth had been modeled by a sculptor who knew how to put
into a
single mobile line a mingling of all joy and all suffering. I
worked in haste and passionately, for I knew that the consent had not
yet been definitely gained. I trembled to read certain things in these
large
eyes--fear and the desire for the unknown, the melancholy of bitter
experience
that lies at the root of all pleasure, the involuntary and sovereign
feeling of being mistress of herself. Such creatures seem to submit to
us when
they give themselves to us; yet it is only to themselves that they
submit. In
them resides a force that has in it something superhuman--or perhaps
something
divinely animal. * Now,
I work more freely, better. But
my solitude still disturbs me. Indeed,
I saw in the district young women and young girls, tranquil of
eye, pure Tahitians, some of whom would perhaps gladly have shared my
life.--However, I did not dare approach them. They actually made me
timid with
their sure look, their dignity of bearing, and their pride of gait. All,
indeed, wish to be "taken," literally, brutally taken (Maü,
to seize), without a single word. All have the secret desire for
violence,
because this act of authority on the part of the male leaves to the
woman-will
its full share of irresponsibility. For in this way she has not given
her
consent for the beginning of a permanent love. It is possible that
there is a
deeper meaning in this violence, which at first sight seems so
revolting. It is
possible also that it has a savage sort of charm. I pondered the
matter,
indeed, but I did not dare. Then,
too, some were said to be ill, ill with that malady Europeans
confer upon savages, doubtless as the first degree of their initiation
into
civilized life. . . . And
when the older among them said to me, pointing to one of them,
"Maü téra (take that one)," I had neither the
necessary
audacity nor confidence. I
let Titi know that I would be pleased to take her again. She
came at once. The
experiment succeeded badly. By the boredom, which I felt in the
company of this woman so used to the banal luxury of officials, I was
able to
measure the real progress that had already been made toward the
beautiful life
of the savages. After
a few weeks Titi and I separated forever. Again
I was alone. ___________________ My
neighbors have become my friends. I dress like them, and partake of
the same food as they. When I am not working, I share their life of
indolence
and joy, across which sometimes pass sudden moments of gravity. In
the evening they unite in groups at the foot of the tufted bushes,
which overtop the disheveled heads of the cocoanut-trees, or men and
women, old
men and children intermingle. Some are from Tahiti, others from the
Tongas, and
still others from the Marquesas. The dull tones of their bodies form a
lovely
harmony with the velvet of the foliage. From their coppery breasts
trembling
melodies arise, and are faintly thrown back from the wrinkled trunks of
the
cocoanut-trees. They are the Tahitian songs, the iménés. A
woman begins. Her voice rises like the flight of a bird, and from the
first note reaches even to the highest of the scale; then by strong
modulations
it lowers again and remounts and finally soars, the while the voices of
the
other women about her, so to speak, take flight in their turn, and
faithfully
follow and accompany her. Finally all the men in a single guttural and
barbarous cry close the song in a tonic chord. Sometimes
in order to sing or converse they assemble in a sort of
communal hut. They always begin with a prayer. An old man first recites
it
conscientiously, and then all those present take it up like a refrain.
Then
they sing, or tell humorous stories. The theme of these recitals is
very
tenuous, almost unseizable. It is the details, broidered into the woof
and made
subtle by their very naïveté, which amuse them. More
rarely, they discourse on serious questions or put forth wise
proposals. One
evening I heard, not without surprise, the following: "In
our village," an old man said, "we see here and
there houses that have fallen to ruin and shattered walls and rotting,
half-open roofs through which the water penetrates when by chance it
rains.
Why? Every one in the world has the right to shelter. There is lacking
neither
of wood, nor of leaves wherewith to build the roofs. I propose that we
work in
common and build spacious and solid huts in place of those that have
become
uninhabitable. Let us all give a hand to it in turn." All
those present without exception applauded him.--He had said well! And
the motion of the old man was unanimously adopted. "This
is a prudent and good people," I said myself on my
return home that evening. But
the next day when I went to obtain information about the beginning
of the work determined upon the evening before, I perceived that no one
was any
longer giving it a thought. The daily life had again taken its usual
course,
and the huts the wise counselor had designated remained in their former
ruined
state. To
my questions they replied with evasive smiles. Yet
the contraction of the brows drew significant lines on these vast
dreaming foreheads. I
withdrew with my thoughts full of confusion, and yet with the feeling
that I had received an important lesson from my savages. Certainly they
did
right in applauding the proposal of the old man; perhaps they were
equally
justified in not carrying out the adopted resolution. Why
work? The gods are there to lavish upon the faithful the good gifts
of nature. "To-morrow?" "Perhaps!" And
whatever may happen the sun will rise to-morrow as it rose to-day,
beneficent and serene. Is
it heedlessness, frivolity, or variableness? Or
is it--who knows--the very deepest of philosophy? Beware of luxury!
Beware of acquiring the taste and need for it, under the pretext of
providing
for the morrow. . . . Life
each day became better. I
understand the Maori tongue well enough by now, and it will not be
long before I speak it without difficulty. My
neighbors--three of them quite close by, and many more at varying
distances from each other--look upon me as one of them. Under
the continual contact with the pebbles my feet have become
hardened and used to the ground. My body, almost constantly nude, no
longer
suffers from the sun. Civilization
is falling from me little by little. I
am beginning to think simply, to feel only very little hatred for my
neighbor--rather, to love him. All
the joys--animal and human--of a free life are mine. I have escaped
everything that is artificial, conventional, customary. I am entering
into the
truth, into nature. Having the certitude of a succession of days like
this
present one, equally free and beautiful, peace descends on me. I
develop
normally and no longer occupy myself with useless vanities. I
have won a friend. He
came to me of his own accord, and I feel sure here that in his
coming to me there was no element of self-interest. He
is one of my neighbors, a very simple and handsome young fellow. My
colored pictures and carvings in wood aroused his curiosity; my
replies to his questions have instructed him. Not a day passes that he
does not
come to watch me paint or carve. . . . Even
after this long time I still take pleasure in remembering the true
and real emotions in this true and real nature. In
the evening when I rested from my day's work, we talked. In his
character of a wild young savage he asked many questions about European
matters, particularly about the things of love, and more than once his
questions embarrassed me. But
his replies were even more naïve than his questions. One
day T put my tools in his hands and a piece of wood; I wanted him
to try to carve. Nonplussed, he looked at me at first in silence, and
then
returned the wood and tools to me, saying with entire simplicity and
sincerity,
that I was not like the others, that I could do things other men were
incapable
of doing, and that I was useful to others. I
indeed believe Totefa is the first human being in the world who used
such words toward me. It was the language of a savage or of a child,
for one
must be either one of these--must one not?--to imagine that an artist
might be
a useful human being. It
happened once that I had need of rosewood for my carving. I wanted a
large strong trunk, and I consulted Totefa. "We
have to go into the mountains," he told me. "I know
a certain spot where there are several beautiful trees. If you wish it
I will
lead you. We can then fell the tree that pleases you and together carry
it
here." We
set out early in the morning. The
footpaths in Tahiti are rather difficult for a European, and
"to go into the mountains" demands even of the natives a degree of
effort that they do not care to undertake unnecessarily. Between
two mountains, two high and steep walls of basalt, which it is
impossible to ascend, there yawns a fissure in which the water winds
among
rocks. These blocks have been loosened from the flank of the mountain
by
infiltrations in order to form a passageway for a spring. The spring
grew into
a brook, which has thrust at them and jolted them, and then moved them
a little
further. Later the brook when it became a torrent took them up, rolled
them
over and over, and carried them even to the sea. On each side of this
brook,
frequently interrupted by cascades, there is a sort of path. It leads
through a
confusion of trees--breadfruit, ironwood, pandanus, bouraos, cocoanut,
hibiscus, guava, giant-ferns. It is a mad vegetation, growing always
wilder,
more entangled, denser, until, as we ascend toward the center of the
island, it
has become an almost impenetrable thicket. Both
of us went naked, the white and blue paréo around the
loins, hatchet in hand. Countless times we crossed the brook for the
sake of a
short-cut. My guide seemed to follow the trail by smell rather than by
sight,
for the ground was covered by a splendid confusion of plants, leaves,
and
flowers that wholly took possession of space. The
silence was absolute but for the plaintive wailing of the water
among the rocks. It was a monotonous wail, a plaint so soft and low
that it
seemed an accompaniment of the silence. And
in this forest, this solitude, this silence were we two--he, a very
young man, and I, almost an old man from whose soul many illusions had
fallen
and whose body was tired from countless efforts, upon whom lay the long
and
fatal heritage of the vices of a morally and physically corrupt society. With
the suppleness of an animal and the graceful litheness of an
androgyne he walked a few paces in advance of me. And it seemed to me
that I
saw incarnated in him, palpitating and living, all the magnificent
plant-life
that surrounded us. From it in him, through him there became disengaged
and
emanated a powerful perfume of beauty. Was
it really a human being walking there ahead of me? Was it the
naïve
friend by whose combined simplicity and complexity I had been so
attracted? Was
it not rather the Forest itself, the living Forest, without sex--and
yet
alluring? Among
peoples that go naked, as among animals, the difference between
the sexes is less accentuated than in our climates. Thanks to our
cinctures and
corsets we have succeeded in making an artificial being out of woman.
She is an
anomaly, and Nature herself, obedient to the laws of heredity, aids us
in
complicating and enervating her. We carefully keep her in a state of
nervous
weakness and muscular inferiority, and in guarding her from fatigue, we
take
away from her possibilities of development. Thus modeled on a bizarre
ideal of
slenderness to which, strangely enough, we continue to adhere, our
women have
nothing in common with us, and this, perhaps, may not be without grave
moral
and social disadvantages. On
Tahiti the breezes from forest and sea strengthen the lungs, they
broaden the shoulders and hips. Neither men nor women are sheltered
from the
rays of the sun nor the pebbles of the sea-shore. Together they engage
in the
same tasks with the same activity or the same indolence. There is
something
virile in the women and something feminine in the men. This
similarity of the sexes make their relations the easier. Their
continual state of nakedness has kept their minds free from the
dangerous
pre-occupation with the "mystery" and from the excessive stress,
which among civilized people is laid upon the "happy accident" and
the clandestine and sadistic colors of love. It has given their manners
a
natural innocence, a perfect purity. Man and woman are comrades,
friends rather
than lovers, dwelling together almost without cease, in pain as in
pleasure,
and even the very idea of vice is unknown to them. In
spite of all this lessening in sexual differences, why was it that
there suddenly rose in the soul of a member of an old civilization, a
horrible
thought? Why, in all this drunkenness of
lights and perfumes with its enchantment of newness and
unknown mystery? The
fever throbbed in my temples and my knees shook. But
we were at the end of the trail. In order to cross the brook my
companion turned, and in this movement showed himself full-face. The
androgyne
had disappeared. It was an actual young man walking ahead of me. His
calm eyes
had the limpid clearness of waters. Peace
forthwith fell upon me again. We
made a moment's halt. I felt an infinite joy, a joy of the spirit
rather than of the senses, as I plunged into the fresh water of the
brook. "Toë,
toë (it is cold)," said Jotefa 1. "Oh,
no!" I replied. This
exclamation seemed to me also a fitting conclusion to the struggle
I had just fought out within myself against the corruption of an entire
civilization. It was the end in the battle of a soul that had chosen
between
truth and untruth. It awakened loud echoes in the forest. And I said to
myself
that Nature had seen me struggle, had heard me, and understood me, for
now she
replied with her clear voice to my cry of victory that she was willing
after
the ordeal to receive me as one of her children. We
took up our way again. I plunged eagerly and passionately into the
wilderness, as if in the hope of thus penetrating into the very heart
of this Nature,
powerful and maternal, there to blend with her living elements. With
tranquil eyes and ever uniform pace my companion went on. He was
wholly without suspicion; I alone was bearing the burden of an evil
conscience. We
arrived at our destination. The
steep sides of the mountain had by degrees spread out, and behind a
dense curtain of trees, there extended a sort of plateau,
well-concealed.
Jotefa, however, knew the place, and with astonishing sureness led me
thither. A
dozen rosewood trees extended their vast branches. We
attacked the finest of these with the ax. We had tô sacrifice the
entire tree to obtain a branch suitable for my project. I
struck out with joy. My hands became stained with blood in my wild
rage, my intense joy of satiating within me, I know not what divine
brutality.
It was not the tree I was striking, it was not it which I sought to
overcome.
And yet gladly would I have heard the sound of my ax against other
trunks when
this one was already lying on the ground. And
here is what my ax seemed to say to me in the cadence of its
sounding blows: Strike down to the root the forest entire! Yes,
wholly destroyed, finished, dead, is from now on the old
civilization within me. I was reborn; or rather another man, purer and
stronger, came to life within me. This
cruel assault was the supreme farewell to civilization, to evil.
This last evidence of the depraved instincts that sleep at the bottom
of all
decadent souls, by very contrast exalted the healthy simplicity of the
life at
which I had already made a beginning into a feeling of inexpressible
happiness.
By the trial within my soul mastery had been won. Avidly I inhaled the
splendid
purity of the light. I was, indeed, a new man; from now on I was a true
savage,
a real Maori. Jotefa
and I returned to Mateïea, carefully and peacefully bearing our
heavy load of rosewood--noa, noa! The
sun had not yet set when, very tired out, we arrived before my hut. Jotefa
said to me, "Païa?" "Yes!"
I replied. And
from the bottom of my heart I repeated this "yes" to
myself. I
have never made a single cut with the knife into this branch of
rosewood, that I did not each time more powerfully breathe in the
perfume of
victory and rejuvenation: noa, noa! Through
the valley of Punaru, a huge fissure that divides Tahiti into
two parts, one reaches the plateau of Tamanoü. From there one can
see the
diadem, Orofena and Aroraï, which forms the center of the island. They
had often spoken to me of it as a place of miracles, and I had
contrived the plan of going and spending several days there alone. "But
what will you do during the night?" "You
will be tormented by the Tupapaüs!" "It
is not wise to disturb the spirits of the mountain. . .
." "You
must he mad!" Probably
I was, but as the result of this anxious solicitude of my
Tahitian friends my curiosity was all the more aroused. Before
dawn, one night, I set out for Aroraï. For
almost two hours it was possible to follow a path on the edge of
the Punaru river. But then I was repeatedly forced to cross the river.
On both
sides the walls of the mountain rose straight up. They jutted out even
to the
middle of the water, supported on huge cubes of stone as if on
buttresses. Finally,
I was compelled to continue my way in the middle of the river.
The water went up to my knees, and sometimes even to the shoulders. The
sun, even in broad daylight, scarcely pierced between the two
walls, which from below seemed to me of astonishing height and very
close
together at the top. At midday I distinguished the twinkling of stars
in the
brilliant blue of the sky. Toward
five o'clock, as the day was declining, I began to wonder where
I was to spend the night, when I noticed to the right an almost flat
space of
several acres. It was covered with a confusion of ferns, wild bananas,
and
bouraos. By good fortune I found several ripe bananas. Quickly I built
a
wood-fire to cook them. They constituted my dinner. Then
I lay down to sleep as well as I might, at the foot of a tree on
the low branches with which I had intertwined banana leaves to protect
me in
case of rain. It
was cold, and the wading in the water left me chilled through and
through. I
did not sleep well. But
I knew that dawn would not delay long and that I had nothing to
fear from either man or beast. There are neither carnivores nor
reptiles on
Tahiti. The only "wild game" on the island are the pigs which have
escaped into the forest, where they have multiplied and become entirely
wild.
The most I had to fear was that they might come, and rub off the skin
of my
legs. For that reason I kept the cord of my hatchet around my wrist. The
night was profound. It was impossible to distinguish anything, save
a powdery phosphorescence close to my head which strangely perplexed
me. I
smiled when I thought of the Maori stories about the Tupapaüs, the
evil
spirits, which awaken with the darkness to trouble sleeping men. Their
realm is
in the heart of the mountain, which the forest surrounds with eternal
shadows.
There it swarms with them, and without cease their legions are
increased by the
spirits of those who have died. Woe
to him who will hazard into a place inhabited by these demons! . .
. And
I had this audacity! My
dreams too were troubling enough. Now,
I know that the powdery luminosity emanated from a particular
species of small fungus. They grew in most places on dead branches like
those
which I had used in building my fire. On
the following day, very early, I took up my way again. The
river became more and more irregular. It was now brook, now
torrent, now waterfall. It wound about in a strangely capricious way,
and
sometimes seemed to flow back into itself. I was continually losing the
path,
and often had to advance swinging from branch to branch with the hands,
scarcely touching the ground. From
the bottom of the water cray-fish of extraordinary shape looked at
me as if to say, "What are you doing here?" And hundred-year-old eels
fled at my approach. Suddenly,
at an abrupt turn, I saw a naked young girl leaning against a
projecting rock. She was caressing it with both hands, rather than
using it as
a support. She was drinking from a spring which in silence trickled
from a
great height among the rocks. After
she had finished drinking, she let go of the rock, caught the
water in both hands, and let it run down between her breasts. Then,
though I
had not made the slightest sound, she lowered her head like a timid
antelope
which instinctively scents danger and peered toward the thicket where I
remained motionless. My look did not meet hers. Scarcely had she seen
me, than
she plunged below the surface, uttering the word, "Taëhaë
(furious)." Quickly
I looked into the river--no one, nothing--only an enormous eel,
which wound in and out among the small stones at the bottom. It
was not without difficulty or fatigue that I finally approached
Aroraï, the dreaded sacred mountain which formed the summit of the
island. It
was evening, the moon was rising, and as I watched its soft lights
gently enveloping the rugged brow of the mountain, I recalled the
famous
legend: "Paraü Hina Tefatou (Hina said to Tefatou)." It
was a very ancient legend the young girls love to tell while sitting
about in the evening, and according to them the event occurred on the
very spot
where I was. And
truly it seemed to me that I saw the scene now. A
powerful head of a god-man, the head of a hero upon whom Nature has
conferred the proud consciousness of his strength, a magnificent face
of a
giant--at the ultimate lines of the horizon and as at the threshold of
the
world. A soft clinging woman gently touched the hair of the God and
spoke to
him: "Let
man rise up again after he has died...." And
the angry but not cruel lips of the god opened to reply, "Man
shall die." * For
some time past I had been growing restless. My work suffered under
it. It
is true that I lacked many of the essential implements; it irritated
me to be reduced to impotence in the face of artistic projects to which
I had
passionately given myself. But
it was joy most of all which I lacked. It
was several months since I had separated from Titi. For several
months I had not heard the childish, melodious babble which flowed
without
cease from the vahina, always about the same things, always asking the
same
questions, and I always replying with the same stories. This
silence was not good for me. I
decided to leave, and undertake a voyage around the island. I had set
no definite limits to it. While
I was making my preparations--a few light packages that might be
needed on the way--and putting my studies in order, my neighbor and
landlord,
my friend Anani, watched me with unquiet eyes. After long hesitation,
with
gestures half-begun and left incomplete whose meaning was clear enough
to me
and at the same time amused and touched me, he finally decided to ask
me
whether I was intending to leave. "No,"
I replied to him, "I am merely making a several days'
excursion. I shall return." He
did not believe me, and began to cry. His
wife came and joined him and told me that she liked me, that money
was not required in order to live among them, and that some day, if I
so
wished, I could rest for always--there. She pointed to a burial
mound,
ornamented with small trees, close to the hut. And
suddenly a desire fell upon me to rest for always--there. At
least for all eternity no one would ever disturb me there. "You
people of Europe," added the wife of Anani, "are
strange. You come, you promise to remain, and when we have come to love
you,
you leave. To return, you say, but you never return." "But
I swear that it is my intention to return, this time.
Later," (I did not dare to lie), "later, I shall see." Finally
they let me go. I
left the road which follows the edge of the sea, and took up a narrow
path leading through a dense thicket. This path led so far into the
mountains
that at the end of several hours I reached a little valley where the
inhabitants still lived in the ancient Maori manner. They
are happy and undisturbed. They dream, they love, they sleep, they
sing, they pray, and it seems that Christianity has not yet penetrated
to this
place. Before me I can clearly see the statues of their divinities,
though
actually they have long since disappeared; especially the statue of
Hina, and
the feasts in honor of the moon-goddess. The idol of a single block of
stone
measures ten feet from shoulder to shoulder and forty feet in height.
On the
head she wears in the manner of a hood a huge stone of reddish color.
Around
her they dance according to ancient rite, the matamua, and the vivo
varies its note from lightness and gayety to somberness and melancholy
according to the color of the hour. . . . I
continue my way. At
Taravao, the district farthest from Mataïea at the other extremity
of the island, a gendarme lends me his horse, and I range along the
east coast,
which is little frequented by Europeans. At
Faone, a tiny district which precedes the more important one of
Itia, I hear a native calling out to me, "Halloa! Man who makes human
beings!"--He knows that I am a painter.--"Haëre maï to maha
(come and eat with us)." This is the Tahitian formula of hospitality. No
persuasion is required, for the smile accompanying the invitation is
engaging and gentle. I
dismount from the horse. My host takes the animal by the bridle and
ties it to a branch, simply and skillfully, without a trace of
servility. Together
we enter a hut where men and women are sitting together on the
ground talking and smoking. Around them children play and prattle. "Where
are you going?" asked a beautiful Maori woman of about
forty. "I
am going to Itia." "What
for?" I
do not know what idea flitted across my mind. Perhaps, I was only
giving expression to the real purpose of my journey, which had hitherto
been
hidden even to myself. "To
find a wife," I replied. "There
are many pretty women at Faone. Do you want one?" "Yes." "Very
well! If she pleases you, I will give her to you. She is my
daughter." "Is
she young?" "Yes." "Is
she pretty?" "Yes." "Is
she in good health?" "Yes." "It
is well. Go and bring her to me." The woman went out. A
quarter of an hour later, as they were bringing on the meal, a truly
Maori one of wild bananas and shellfish, she returned, followed by a
young girl
who held a small bundle in the hand. Through
her dress of almost transparent rose-colored muslin one could
see the golden skin of her shoulders and arms. Two swelling buds rose
on the
breasts. She was a large child, slender, strong, of wonderful
proportions. But
in her beautiful face I failed to find the characteristics that
hitherto I had
found everywhere dominant on the island. Even her hair was exceptional,
thick
like a bush and a little crispy. In the sunlight it was all an orgy in
chrome. They
told me that she was of Tonga origin. I
greeted her; she smiled and sat down beside me. "Aren't
you afraid of me?" I asked. "Aïta
(no) ." "Do
you wish to live in my hut for always?" "Eha
(yes)." "You
have never been ill?" "Aïta!" That
was all. My
heart beat, while the young girl on the ground before me was
tranquilly arranging the food on a large banana-leaf and offering it to
me. I
ate with good appetite, but I was pre-occupied, profoundly troubled.
This child
of about thirteen years (the equivalent of eighteen or twenty in
Europe)
charmed me, made me timid, almost frightened me. What might be passing
in her
soul? And it was I, so old in contrast with her, who hesitated to sign
a
contract in which all the advantages were on my side, but which was
entered
into and concluded so hastily. Perhaps,
I thought, it is in obedience to her mother's command.
Perhaps, it is an arrangement upon which they have agreed among
themselves. . .
. I
was reassured when I saw in the face of the young girl, in her
gestures and attitude the distinct signs of independence and pride,
which are
so characteristic of her race. And my faith was complete and
unshakable, when
after a deep study of her, I saw unmistakably the serene expression
which in
young beings always accompanies an honorable and laudable act.--But the
mocking
line about her otherwise pretty, sensual, and tender mouth warned me
that the
real dangers of the adventure would be for me, not for her. . . . I
cannot deny that in crossing the threshold of the hut when leading my
heart was weighed down with a strange and very poignant anguish. The
hour of departure had come. I mounted the horse. The
girl followed behind. Her mother, a man, and two young women--her
aunts, she said--also followed. We
returned to Taravao, nine kilometers from Faone. After
the first kilometer, they said: "Parahi
téié (here stop)." I
dismounted from my horse, and all six of us entered into a large hut,
neatly kept, almost rich--with the riches of the earth, with beautiful
straw-mats. A
still young and exceedingly gracious couple lived here. My bride sat
down beside the woman, and introduced me, "This is my mother." Then
in silence fresh water was poured into a goblet from which we
drank each in turn, gravely, as if we were engaged in some intimate
religious
rite. After
this the woman whom my bride had just designated as her mother
said to me with a deeply moved look and moist lashes, "You
are good?" I
replied, not without difficulty, after having examined my conscience, "I
hope so!" "You
will make my daughter happy?" "Yes." "In
eight days she must return. If she is not happy she will leave
you." I
assented with a gesture. Silence fell. It seemed as if no one dared
to break it. Finally
we went out, and again on horseback I set out, always
accompanied by my escort. On
the way we met several people who were acquainted with my new
family. They were already informed of the happening, and in saluting
the girl
they said: "Ah,
and are you now really the vahina of a Frenchman? Be
happy!" One
point disturbed me. How did Tehura--this was my wife's name--come
to have two mothers. I
asked the first one, the one who had offered her to me: "Why
did you lie to me?" The
mother of Tehura replied, "I
did not lie. The other one also is her mother, her nurse,
foster-mother." At
Taravao, I returned the horse to the gendarme, and an unpleasant
incident occurred there. His wife, a Frenchwoman, said to me, not
maliciously,
but tactlessly: "What!
You bring back with you such a hussy?" And
with her angry eyes she undressed the
young girl, who met this insulting examination with
complete
indifference. I
looked for a moment at the symbolic spectacle that the two women
offered. On the one side a fresh blossoming, faith and nature; on the
other the
season of barrenness, law and artifice. Two races were face to face,
and I was
ashamed of mine. It hurt me to see it so petty and intolerant, so
uncomprehending. I turned quickly to feel again the warmth and the joy
coming
from the glamor of the other, from this living gold which I already
loved. At
Taravao the family took leave of us at the Chinaman's who sells
everything--adulterated liqueurs and fruit, stuffs and weapons, men and
women
and beasts. My
wife and I took the stage-coach, which left us twenty-five
kilometers farther on at Mataïea, my home. My
wife is not very talkative; she is at the same
time full of laughter and melancholy and above all given to
mockery. We
did not cease studying each other, but she remained impenetrable to
me, and I was soon vanquished in this struggle. I
had made a promise to keep a watch over myself, to remain master of
myself, so that I might become a sure observer. My strength and
resolutions
were soon overcome. For Tehura I was in a very short time an open book. In
a way I experienced, at my expense and in my own person, the
profound gulf which separates an Oceanian soul from a Latin soul,
particularly
a French soul. The soul of a Maori is not revealed immediately. It
requires
much patience and study to obtain a grasp of it. And even when you
believe that
you know it to the very bottom, it suddenly disconcerts you by its
unforeseen
"jumps." But, at first, it is enigma itself, or rather an infinite
series of enigmas. At the moment you believe you have seized it, it is
far
away, inaccessible, incommunicable, enveloped in laughter and
variability. Then
of its own free will it reapproaches, only to slip away again as soon
as you
betray the slightest sign of certitude. And when confused by its
externals you
seek its inmost truth, it looks at you with tranquil assurance out of
the
depths of its never-ending smile and its easy lightheartedness. This
tranquility is, perhaps, less real than it seems. For
my part I soon gave up all these conscious efforts which so
interfered with the enjoyment of life. I let myself live simply,
waiting
confidently in the course of time for the revelations which the first
moments
had refused. A
week thus went by during which I had a feeling of
"childlikeness," such as I had never before experienced. I
loved Tehura and told her so; it made her laugh--she knew it, very
well. She
seemed to love me in return, but she never spoke of it--but
sometimes at night the lightning graved furrows in the gold of the skin
of
Tehura. . . . On
the eighth day--to me it seemed as though we only for the first time
had entered my hut--Tehura asked my permission to visit her mother at
Faone. It
was something that had been promised. I
sadly resigned myself. Tying several piastres in her handkerchief in
order to defray the expenses of the journey and to buy some rum for her
father,
I led her to the stage-coach. I
had the feeling that it was a good-by forever. The
following days were full of torment. Solitude drove me from the hut
and memories brought me back to it. I was unable to fix my thought upon
any
study. . . . Another
week passed, and Tehura returned. Then
a life filled to the full with happiness began. Happiness and work
rose up together with the sun, radiant like it. The gold of Tehura's
face
flooded the interior of our hut and the landscape round about with joy
and
light. She no longer studied me, and I no longer studied her. She no
longer
concealed her love from me, and I no longer spoke to her of my love. We
lived,
both of us, in perfect simplicity. How
good it was in the morning to seek refreshment in the nearest
brook, as did, I imagine, the first man and the first woman in Paradise. Tahitian
paradise, navé navé fénua,--land of
delights! And
the Eve of this paradise became more and more docile, more loving.
I was permeated with her fragrance--noa noa. She came into
my life
at the perfect hour. Earlier, I might, perhaps, not have understood
her, and
later it would have been too late. To-day I understand how much I love
her, and
through her I enter into mysteries that hitherto
remained inaccessible to me. But, for the moment,
my
intelligence does not yet reason out my discoveries; I do not classify
them in
my memory. It is to my emotions that Tehura confides all this that she
tells
me. It is in my emotions and impressions that I shall later find her
words
inscribed. By the daily telling of her life she leads me, more surely
than it
could have been done by any other way, to a full understanding of her
race. I
am no longer conscious of days and hours, of good and evil. The
happiness is so strange at times that it suppresses the very conception
of it.
I only know that all is good, because all is beautiful. And
Tehura never disturbs me when I work or when I dream. Instinctively
she is then silent. She knows perfectly when she can speak without
disturbing
me. We talk of Europe and of Tahiti, and of God and of the gods. I
instruct
her. She in turn instructs me. I
had to go to Papeete for a day. I
had promised to return the same evening, but the coach which I took
left me half way, and I had to do the rest on foot. It was one o'clock
in the
morning when I returned. When
I opened the door I saw with sinking heart that the light was
extinguished. This in itself was not surprising, for at the moment we
had only
very little light. The necessity of renewing our supply was one of the
reasons
for my absence. But I trembled with a sudden feeling of apprehension
and
suspicion which I felt to be a presentiment--surely, the bird had
flown. . . . Quickly,
I struck a match, and I saw. . . . Tehura,
immobile, naked, lying face downward flat on the bed with the
eyes inordinately large with fear. She looked at me, and seemed not to
recognize me. As for myself I stood for some moments strangely
uncertain. A
contagion emanated from the terror of Tehura. I had the illusion that a
phosphorescent light was streaming from her staring eyes. Never had I
seen her
so beautiful, so tremulously beautiful. And then in this half-light
which was
surely peopled for her with dangerous apparitions and terrifying
suggestions, I
was afraid to make any movement which might increase the child's
paroxysm of
fright. How could I know what at that moment I might seem to her? Might
she not
with my frightened face take me for one of the demons and specters, one
of the
Tupapaüs, with which the legends of her race people sleepless
nights? Did I
really know who in truth she was herself? The intensity of fright which
had
dominated her as the result of the physical and moral power of her
superstitions had transformed her into a strange being, entirely
different from
anything I had known heretofore. Finally
she came to herself again, called me, and I did all I could to
reason with her, to reassure her, to restore her confidence. She
listened
sulkily to me, and with a voice in which sobs trembled she said, "Never
leave me again so alone without light. . . ." But
fear scarcely slumbered, before jealousy awoke. "What
did you do in the city? You have been to see women, those
who drink and dance on the market-place, and who give themselves to
officers,
sailors, to all the world." I
would not quarrel with her, and the night was-soft, soft and ardent,
a night of the tropics. . . . Tehura
was sometimes very wise and affectionate, and then again quite
filled with folly and frivolity. Two opposite beings, leaving out of
account
many others, infinitely varied, were mingled in one. They gave the lie,
the one
to the other; they succeeded one another suddenly with astonishing
rapidity. She was not
changeable; she was double, triple, multiple--the child of
an ancient race. One
day, the eternal itinerant Jew, who ranges over islands as well as
continents, arrived in the district with a box of trinkets of gilded
copper. He
spread out his ware; every one surrounded him. A
pair of ear-rings pass from hand to hand. The eyes of the women
shine; all want to possess them. Tehura
knits her brows and looks at me. Her eyes speak very clearly. I
pretend I do not understand. She
draws me aside in a corner. "I
want them." I
explain to her that in France those trifles have no value whatsoever,
that they are of copper. "I
want them." "But
why? To pay twenty francs for such trash! It would be folly.
No!" "I
want them." And
with passionate volubility, her eyes full of tears, she urges. "What,
would you not be ashamed to see this jewel in the ears of
some other woman? Some one there is already speaking about selling his
horse so
that he may give the pair of ear-rings to his vahina." I
will have nothing to do with this folly. For the second time I
decline. Tehura
looks at me fixedly, and without saying another word begins to
weep. I
go away, I return, and give the twenty francs to the Jew--and the sun
reappears. Two
days later was Sunday. Tehura is dressing. The hair is washed with
soap, then dried in the sun, and finally rubbed down with a fragrant
oil. In
her best dress, one of my handkerchiefs in the hand, a flower behind
the ear,
the feet bare, she is going to the temple. "And
the ear-rings?" I ask. With
an expression of disdain, Tehura replies, "They
are of copper." And
laughing aloud she crosses the threshold of the hut, and suddenly
becoming grave again continues her way. At
the hour of siesta, undressed, quite simply, we sleep on this day as
on other days, side by side, or we dream. In her dream Tehura, perhaps,
sees
gleam other ear-rings. I--I
would forget all that I know and sleep always. . . . One
day when the weather was beautiful, God knows which day of the year
it may have been for beautiful days are by no means exceptional in the
Tahitian
year, we decided one morning to visit friends whose hut was about ten
kilometers from ours. We
left about six o'clock, and in the coolness we made such quick
progress that we arrived at the early hour of eight. We
were not expected. There was great joy and when the embracings were
finished, they went out in quest of a little pig to prepare a feast for us. It was slaughtered, and two
chickens were added. A magnificent mollusc caught that very morning,
taros and
bananas, made up the menu of this abundant and tempting repast. I
suggested that while waiting for noonday we visit the grottoes of
Mara. I had often seen them from the distance without ever having had
the
opportunity of visiting them. Three
young girls, a young boy, Tehura and I, a gay little company,
soon arrived at our destination. From
the edge of the way the grotto, almost wholly concealed by guavas,
might be taken for a simple irregularity in the rocks or a fissure a
little
deeper than the others. But when you bend back the branches and glide
down a
meter, the sun is no longer visible. You are in a sort of cavern whose
further
end suggests a little stage with a bright red ceiling apparently about
a
hundred meters above. Here and there on the walls enormous serpents
seem to
extend slowly as if to drink from the surface of the interior lake.
They are
roots which have forced their way through the crevices in the rocks. "Shall
we take a bath?" They
reply that the water is too cold. Then there are long
consultations aside and laughter, which make me curious. I
persist; finally the young girls make up their minds and lay aside
their light robes. With paréos around the loins, soon
all of us are in
the water. There
is a general cry, "Toë, toë!" The
water ripples and the cries are thrown back in a thousand echoes
which repeat, "toë, toë!" "Will
you come with me?" I asked Tehura, pointing to the end
of the grotto. "Are
you mad? Down there, so far. And the eels? One never goes
there." Undulant
and graceful, she was disporting herself on the shore, like
one very proud of her skill in swimming. But I also am a skilled
swimmer.
Though I did not like to venture so far entirely alone, I set out for
the other
end. By
what strange phenomenon of mirage was it that it seemed to recede
farther from me the more I struggled to attain it? I was continually
advancing,
and from each side the huge serpents viewed me ironically. One moment I
seemed
to see a large turtle swimming, the head emerging from the water, and I
distinguished two brilliant eyes fixed suspiciously on me. Absurd, I
thought,
sea-turtles do not live in sweet water. Nevertheless (have I become a
Maori in
truth?) doubts assail me, and it lacked little to make me tremble. What
are
those large silent undulations, there, ahead of me? Eels! Come, come!
We must
shake off this paralyzing impression of fear. I
let myself down perpendicularly in order to touch the bottom. But I
have to rise again without having accomplished it. On the shore Tehura
calls to
me, "Come
back!" I
turn, and I see her very far away and very small. . . . Why does
distance here also seem to become infinite? Tehura is nothing but a
black point
in a circle of light. Angrily
and stubbornly I persist. I swim for another full half hour.
The end seems as far away as ever. A
resting-place on a little plateau, and then again a yawning orifice.
Whither
does it lead? A mystery whose fathoming I renounce! I
confess that finally I was afraid. It
needed a full hour for me to accomplish my purpose. Tehura
was waiting for me alone. Her companions having become
indifferent had left. Tehura
uttered a prayer, and we left the grotto. I
was still trembling a little from the cold, but in the open air I
soon recovered, especially when Tehura asked with a smile which was not
wholly
free from malice, "Were
you afraid?" Boldly,
I replied, "Frenchmen
know no fear!" Tehura
displayed neither pity nor admiration. But I noticed that she
was watching me out of the corner of her eye as I was walking a few
steps in
advance of her to pick a fragrant tiaré for her bushy
hair. The
road was beautiful, and the sea superb. Before us rose Morea's
haughty and grandiose mountains. How
good it is to live! And with what an appetite we devour, after a
two hours' bath, the daintily prepared little pig which is awaiting us
in the
house! A
great wedding took place at Mataïea--a real wedding, religious and
legal, of the kind which the missionaries imposed upon the converted
Tahitians. I
had been invited to it, and Tehura accompanied me. The
meal at Tahiti, as I believe elsewhere, was the most important part
of the ceremony. On Tahiti, at any rate, the greatest culinary luxury
is
displayed in these feasts. There are little pigs roasted on hot stones,
an
unbelievable abundance of fish, bananas and guavas, taros, etc. The
table at which a considerable number of guests were seated had been
placed beneath an improvised roof, charmingly decorated with leaves and
flowers. All
the relatives and friends of the bride and groom were present. The
young girl, the schoolmistress of the place, was half-white. She
took for husband a genuine Maori, the son of the chief of
Punaauïa. She had
been educated in one of the "religious schools" of Papeete, and the
Protestant bishop, who had taken an interest in her, had personally
interceded
to bring about this wedding which many regarded as a little hurried.
Out here,
the will of the missionary is the will of God. . . . For
a full hour they eat, and drink much. After
this the speeches begin. There are many of these. They are
delivered according to a regular order and method, and there is a
curious
competition in eloquence. Then
comes the important question. Which of the two families is to give
the new name to the newly married? This national custom, going back to
very
ancient times, is regarded as a precious, much desired, and much
disputed
prerogative. Not infrequently the discussion on this point degenerated
into an
actual battle. On
this occasion, however, there was nothing like this. Everything
passed happily and peacefully. To tell the truth, all the table was
pretty well
intoxicated. Even my poor vahina (I could not keep my eye on her all
the time),
carried away by example, herself, alas, had become dead-drunk. It was
not
without difficulty that I finally brought her home. . . . At
the center of the table the wife of the chief of Punaauïa throned
in
admirable dignity. Her pretentious and bizarre dress of orange velvet
gave her
vaguely the appearance of a heroine of a country fair. But the
indestructible
grace of her race and the consciousness of her rank lent some sort of a
grandeur to her tinsel. The presence of this majestic woman of very
pure race
at this Tahitian ceremony gave, it seemed to me, an additional pungency
to the
flavors of the food and the perfumes of the flowers of the island,
stronger
than all the others and by which all the others themselves became
magnified. Beside
her sat a hundred-year-old woman, ghastly in her decreptitude,
which was accentuated by a double row of well preserved cannibalistic
teeth.
She took little interest in what was going on about her. She sat
immobile and
rigid, almost like a mummy. On her cheek was a tatoo-marking of dark
and
indecisive form, but suggesting the style of a Latin letter. In my eyes
it
spoke for her, and told me her history. This tatooing in no way
resembled that
of the savages. It was surely put there by a European hand. I
made inquiries. Formerly,
they told me, the missionaries, zealous against the sin of
the flesh, marked "certain women" with a seal of infamy, "signet
of hell." It covered them with shame, not because of the sin committed,
but because of the ridicule and opprobrium associated with such a "mark
of
distinction." I
understood on that day, better than I had ever done, the distrust of
the Maori toward Europeans. This distrust persists even to-day, no
matter how
much tempered it may be by the generous and hospitable instincts of the
Oceanian soul. What
a reach of years there was between this ancient woman marked by
the priest, and this young woman married by the priest! The mark
remained
indelible, a testimony to the defeat of the race which had submitted
and to the
cowardliness of the race which had inflicted it. Five
months later the young married woman brought into the world a well
developed child. Outraged relatives demanded a separation. The young
man
declined. "Since
we love each other what does it matter? Is it not one of
our customs to adopt the children of others? I adopt this one." But
why had the bishop been so anxious to hurry the marriage ceremony?
There was much talk. Evil tongues insinuated that . . . There are evil
tongues
even on Tahiti. _______________ In
the evening we have long and often very grave conversations in bed. Now
that I can understand Tehura, in whom her ancestors sleep and
sometimes dream, I strive to see and think through this child, and to
find
again in her the traces of the far-away past which socially is dead
indeed, but
still persists in vague memories. I
question, and not all of my questions remain unanswered. Perhaps
the men, more directly affected by our conquest or beguiled by
our civilization, have forgotten the old gods, but in the memory of the
women
they have kept a place of refuge for themselves. It is a touching
spectacle
which Tehura presents, when under my influence the old national
divinities
gradually reawaken in her memory and cast off the artificial veils in
which the
Protestant missionaries thought it necessary to shroud them. As a whole
the
work of the catechists is very superficial. Their labors, particularly
among
the women, have fallen far short of their expectations. Their teaching
is like
a feeble coat of varnish, which scales
off, and quickly disappears at the slightest skillful touch. Tehura
goes regularly to the temple, and offers lip-service to the
official religion. But she knows by heart, and that is no small task,
the names
of all the gods of the Maori Olympus. She knows their history, she
teaches me
how they have created the world, how they rule it, how they wish to be
honored.
She is a stranger to the rigors of Christian morals, or else she does
not care.
For example, she does not think of repenting of the fact that she is
the
concubine, as they call it, of a tané. I
do not exactly know how she associates Taaroa and Jesus in her
beliefs. I think that she venerates both. As
chance has come she has given me a complete course in Tahitian
theology.
In return I have tried to explain to her some of the phenomena of
nature in
accordance with European knowledge. The
stars interest her much. She asks me for the French name of the
morning-star, the evening-star, and the other stars. It is difficult
for her to
understand that the earth turns around the sun. . . . She
tells me the names of the stars in her language, and, as she is
speaking, I distinguish by the very light of the stars who are
themselves
divinities the sacred forms of the Maori masters of the air and the
fire, of
the islands and of the waters. The
inhabitants of Tahiti, as far as it is possible to go back in their
history, have always possessed a rather extended knowledge of
astronomy. The
periodical feasts of the Areois, members of a secret religious and
military
society which ruled over the islands and of which I shall have more to
say,
were based on the revolutions of the stars. Even the nature of
moonlight, it
seems, was not unknown to the Maori. They assume that the moon is a
globe very
much like the earth, inhabited like it and rich in products like our
own. They
estimate the distance from the earth to the moon in their manner
thus: The seed of the tree Ora was borne from the moon to the earth by
a white
dove. It took her two moons to reach the satellite, and when
after two
more moons she fell upon the earth again, she was without feathers. Of
all the
birds known to the Maoris, this one is regarded as having the swiftest
flight. But
here is the Tahitian nomenclature of the stars. I complete Tehura's
lesson with the aid of a very ancient manuscript found in Polynesia. Is
it too presumptuous to see in this the beginnings of a rational
system of astronomy, rather than a simple play of the imagination? Roüa--great is his beginning--slept with his wife, the
Gloomy Earth. She gave birth to her king, the sun, then to the dusk, and
then to the
night. Then Roüa cast off this woman. Roüa--great is his beginning--slept with the woman
called "Grande
Réunion." She gave birth to the queens of the heaven, the stars, and
then to the
star Tahiti, the evening-star. The king of the golden skies, the only king, slept with his
wife
Fanoüi. Of her is born the star Taüroüa (Venus), the morning-star, the king Taüroüa,
who gives laws to the
night and the day, to the other stars, to the moon, to the sun, and
serves as a
guide to mariners. Taüroüa sailed at the left toward the north, where
he slept with his
wife, and begat the Red Star, the star which shines in the evening
under two
faces. The Red Star, flying in the East, made ready his pirogue, the
pirogue
of the full day, and steered toward the skies. At the rise of the sun
he sailed
away. Rehoüa now arises in the wideness of space. He sleeps
with his wife,
Oüra Taneïpa. Of them are born the Twin-kings, the Pleiades. These
Twin-kings are surely identical with our Castor and Pollux. This
first version of the Polynesian genesis is complicated with
variations which are perhaps only developments. Taaroa slept with the woman who calls herself Goddess of the
Without
(or of the sea). Of them are born the white clouds, the black clouds, and the
rain. Taaroa slept with woman who calls herself Goddess of the
Within (or of
the earth). Of them is born the first germ. Is born in turn all that grows upon the surface of the earth. Is born in turn the mist of the mountains. Is born in turn he
who calls
himself the Strong. Is born in turn she who calls herself the Beautiful, or the
one
Adorned-in-order-to-Please. Mahoüi launches
his pirogue. He sits down in the bottom. At his right hangs the hook,
fastened to
the line by strands of hair. And this line, which he holds in his hand, and this hook, he
lets fall
down into the depths of the universe in order to fish for the great
fish (the
earth) . The hook has caught. Already the axes show, already the God feels the enormous
weight of the
world. Tefatou (the God of the earth and the earth itself) caught by
the hook,
emerges out of the night, still suspended in the immensity of space. Mahoüi has caught the great fish which swims in space,
and he can now
direct it according to his will. He holds it in his hand. Mahoüi rules also the course of the sun, in such a way that day and night
are of equal duration. I
asked Tehura to name the Gods for me. Taaroa slept with the woman Ohina, the Goddess of the air. Of them is born the rainbow, the moonlight, then, the red
clouds and
the red rain. Taaroa slept with the woman Ohina, Goddess of the bosom of
the earth. Of them is born Tefatou, the spirit who animates the earth,
and who
manifests himself in subterranean noises. Taaroa slept with the woman called Beyond-the-Earth. Of them are born the Gods Teirü and Roüanoüa. Then in turn Roo who sprang from the flank of his mother's
body. And of the same woman were also born Wrath and the Tempest,
the Furious
Winds, and also the Peace which follows these. And the source of these spirits is in the place whence the
Messengers
are sent. But
Tehura admits that these relations are contested. The
most orthodox classification is this. The Gods are divided into
Atuas and Oromatuas. The
superior Atuas are all sons and grandsons of Taaroa. They
dwell in the heavens.--There are seven heavens. Taaroa
and his wife Feii Feii Maïteraï had as sons: Oro (the
first
of the gods after his father, and who himself had two sons (Tetaï
Mati and
Oüroü Tetefa), Raa (father of Tetoüa
Oüroü Oüroü, Feoïto, Teheme,
Roa Roa, Tehu Raï Tia Hotoü, Temoüria), Tane
(father of Peüroürai, Piata
Hoüa, Piatia Roroa, Parara Iti Matai, Patia Taüra, Tane
Haeriraï), Roo, Tieri,
Tefatou, Roüa Noüa, Toma Hora, Roüa Otia, Moë,
Toüpa, Panoüa, Tefatou Tire,
Tefatou Toutaü, Peuraï, Mahoüi, Harana,
Paümoüri, Hiro, Roüi, Fanoüra,
Fatoühoüi, Rii. Each
of these gods has his particular attributes. We
already know the works of Mahoüi and Tefatou. . . . Tané
has the seventh heaven for his mouth, and this signifies that the
mouth of this god, who has given his name to man, is the farthest end
of the
heavens whence the light begins to illume the earth. Rii
separated the heavens and the earth. Roüi
stirred up the waters of the ocean; he broke the solid mass of the
terrestrial continent, and divided it into innumerable parts, which are
the
present islands. Fanoüra,
whose head touches the clouds and whose feet touch the bottom
of the sea, and Fatoühoüi, another giant, descended together
upon Eïva--an
unknown land--in order to combat and destroy the monstrous hog which
devoured
human beings. Hiro,
the god of thieves, dug holes in the rocks
with his fingers. He liberated a virgin whom the giants
held captive in an enchanted place. With one hand he snatched up the
trees
which during the day concealed the prison of the virgin, and the charm
was
broken. . . . The
inferior Atuas are particularly occupied with the life and work of
men, but they do not abide in their dwelling-places. They
are: the Atuas Maho (god-sharks), guardian spirits of mariners;
the Peho, gods and goddesses of the valleys, guardian spirits of
husbandry; the
No Te Oüpas Oüpas, guardian spirits of singers, of
comedians, and of
dancers; the Raaoü Pava Maïs, guardian spirits of physicians;
the No Apas, gods
to whom offerings are made after they have protected one from
witchcraft and
enchantment; the O Tanoü, guardian spirits of laborers; the Tane
Ite Haas,
guardian spirits of carpenters and builders; the Minias and the Papeas,
guardian spirits of the roofers; the Matatinis, guardian spirits of
makers of
nets. The
Oromatuas are household gods, the Lares. There
are Oromatuas properly so called, and Genii. The
Oromatuas punish the fomenters of strife, and preserve peace in the
families. They are: the Varna Taatas, the souls of the men and women of
each
family who have died; the Eriorios, the souls of the children, who have
died at
an early age of a natural death; the Poüaras, the souls of the
children, who
have been killed at birth, and who have returned into the body of
grasshoppers. The
Genii are conjectural divinities, or rather consciously created by
man. Without apparent motive, except that of his own choice, he
attributes
divine qualities to some animal or to some object, as, for example, a
tree, and
then he consults it in all-important circumstances. There is in this,
perhaps,
a trace of Indian metempsychosis with which the Maoris very probably
were
acquainted. Their historical songs and legends abound in fables in
which the
great gods assume the form of animals and plants. In
the last rank of the celestial hierarchy, after the Atuas and the
Oromatuas, come the Tiis. These
sons of Taaroa and Hina are very numerous. In
the Maori cosmogomy, they are spirits, inferior to the gods and
strangers to men. They are intermediate between organic beings and
inorganic
beings and defend the rights and prerogatives of the latter against the
usurpations of the former. Their
origin is this: Taaroa
slept with Hina, and of them was born Tii. Tii
slept with the woman Ani (Desire), and of them were born:
Desire-of-the-night, the messenger of shadows and of death;
Desire-of-the-day,
the messenger of light and of life; Desire-of-the-gods, the messenger
of the
things of heaven; Desire-of-men, the messenger of the things of the
earth. Of
them in turn were born: Tii of the within who watches over animals
and plants; Tii of the without who guards the beings and things of the
sea; Tii
of the sands, and Tii of the sea-shores, and Tii of the loose earth;
Tii of the
rocks and Tii of the solid earth. Still
later were born: the happenings of the night, the happenings of
the day, going and coming, flux and reflux, the giving and receiving of
pleasure. The
images of the Tiis were placed at the farthest ends of the maraës
(temples), and formed the limit which circumscribed the sacred places.
They are
seen on the rocks and on the sea-shores. These idols have the mission
of
marking the boundaries between the earth and the sea, of maintaining
the
balance between the two elements, and of restraining their reciprocal
encroachments. Even
modern travelers have seen a few statues of Tiis on the
Ile-de-Pâques. They are colossal outlines partaking of human and
animal forms,
and bear witness to a special conception of beauty and a genuine skill
in the
art of working in stones, for they are architecturally constructed of
superimposed blocks with original and ingenious combinations of color. The
European invasion and monotheism have destroyed these vestiges of a
civilization that had its own grandeur. When the Tahitians to-day raise
monuments, they achieve miracles of bad taste--as, for example, the
tomb of
Pomare. They had been richly endowed with an instinctive feeling for
the
harmony necessary between human creations and the animal and plant life
which
formed the setting and decoration of their existence, but this has now
been
lost. In contact with us, with our school, they have truly
become
"savages," in the sense which the Latin occident has given this word. They
themselves have remained beautiful as masterpieces, but morally
and physically (owing to us) they have become unfruitful. Some
traces of maraës still exist. They were parallelograms
broken by openings. Three sides were formed of stone walls, four to six
feet in
height; a pyramid not as high as it was wide formed the fourth. The
whole had a
width of about one hundred meters, and a length of forty. Images of
Tiis
decorated this simple architectural structure. The
moon had an important place in the metaphysical speculations of the
Maoris. It has already been stated that great feasts were celebrated in
her
honor. Hina is often invoked in the traditional recitals of the Areois. But
her share or rôle in the harmony of the world is negative rather
than positive. This
appears clearly in the dialogue between Hina and Tefatou. Such
texts would offer beautiful material for exegists, if the Oceanian
Bible could be found as a subject for commentary. They would see there
first of
all the principles of a religion based on the worship of the forces of
nature--a characteristic common to all primitive religions. The greater
number
of Maori gods are in effect personifications of different elements. But
an
attentive glance, if not misled or depraved by a desire to demonstrate
the superiority
of our philosophy over that of these "tribes," would soon discover
interesting and singular characteristics in these legends. I
should like to point out two, but I shall do no more than indicate
them. The problem of verifying these hypotheses is a matter for savants. It
is above all the clearness with which the two only and universal
principles of life are designated and distinguished and ultimately
resolved
into a supreme unity. The one, soul and intelligence, Taaroa, is the
male; the
other in a certain way matter and body of the same god, is the female,
that is
Hina. To her belongs all the love of men, to him their respect. Hina is
not the
name of the moon alone. There is also a Hina-of-the-air, a
Hina-of-the-sea, a
Hina-of-the-Within, but these two syllables characterize only the
subordinate
parts of matter. The sun and the sky, light and its empire, all the
noble parts
of matter, so to speak, or rather all the spiritual elements of matter
are
Taaroa. This is definitely formulated in more than one text, in which
the
definition of spirit and matter can be recognized. Or what, if we
acquiesce in
this definition, is the significance of the fundamental doctrine of the
Maori
genesis: THE
GREAT AND HOLY UNIVERSE IS ONLY THE SHELL OF TAAROA--? Does
not this doctrine constitute a primitive belief in the unity of
matter? Is there not in this definition and separation of spirit and
matter an
analysis of the twofold manifestations of a single and unique
substance?
However rare such a philosophical intention may be among primitives, it
does
not follow that one should decline to receive testimony. It is evident
that the
Oceanian theology had two ends in view in the actions of the god who
created
the world and conserves it: the generative cause and matter which has
become
fecund, the motive force and the object acted upon, spirit and matter.
It also
appears clearly that in the constant interaction between the luminous
spirit
and the perceptive matter which it vivifies--that is to say in the
successive
unions of Taaroa with the diverse manifestations of Hina--one should
recognize
the continual and ever-varying influence of the sun upon things. And in
the
fruits of these unions are to be seen the changes continually effected
in these
very elements by light and warmth. When once we have a clear view of
this
phenomenon out of which the two universal currents proceed, we see that
in the
fruit are united and mingled the generative cause and the matter which
has
become fecund, in movement, the motive force and the object acted upon,
and in
life, spirit and matter, and that the universe just created is only the
shell
of Taaroa. In
the second place it appears from the dialogue between Tefatou and
Hina, that man and the earth shall perish, but that the moon and the
race
inhabiting it shall continue. If we recall that Hina represents matter,
and
that according to the scientific precept, "all things transform but
nothing perishes," we must agree that the old Maori sage who invented
the
legend knew as much about the subject as we do. Matter does not perish,
that is
to say it does not lose the qualities which can be perceived by the
senses.
Spirit, on the contrary, and light, this "spiritual matter," are
subject to transformation. There is night and there is death, when the
eyes
close, from which light seemed to
radiate and to reflect. Spirit, or rather the highest actual
manifestation of
spirit, is man. "Man must die . . . he dies never to rise again. . .
.
And man should die." But even when man and the earth, these fruits
of
the union of Taaroa and Hina, have perished, Taaroa himself will remain
eternal, and we are told that Hina, matter, will also continue to be.
There
will then necessarily be present throughout all eternity spirit and
matter,
light and the object which it strives to illumine. They will be urged
on with a
mutual desire for a new union from which will arise a new "state" in
the infinite evolution of life. Evolution!
. . . The unity of matter! . . . Who would have thought to
find such testimony of a high civilization in the conceptions of former
cannibals? I can with good conscience say that I have added nothing to
the
truth. It
is true that Tehura had no doubts concerning these abstractions, but
she persisted in regarding shooting stars as wandering tupapaüs
and genii in
distress. In the same spirit as her ancestors, who thought that the sky
was
Taaroa himself and that the Atuas descended from Taaroa were
simultaneously
gods and heavenly bodies, she ascribed human feelings to the stars. I
do not
know in how far these poetic imaginings impede the progress of the most
positive science, neither do I know to what point the highest science
would
condemn them. From
other points of view it would be possible to give other
interpretations to the dialogue between Tefatou and Hina: The counsel
of the
moon who is feminine might be the dangerous advice of blind pity and
sentimental weakness. The moon and women, expressions in the Maori
conception
for matter, need not know that death alone guards the secrets of life.
Tefatou's reply might be regarded as the stern, but far-sighted and
disinterested, decree of supremest wisdom, which knows that the
individual
manifestations of actual life must give way before a higher being in
order that
it may come and must sacrifice themselves to it in order that it may
triumph. In
earlier days this response would have had a much more far-reaching
implication and the import of a national prophecy. A great spirit of
ancient
days would have studied and measured the vitality of his race; he would
have
foreseen the germs of death in its blood without the possibility of
recovery or
rebirth, and he would have said: Tahiti will die, it will die never to rise again. ___________________ Tehura
spoke with a kind of religious dread of the sect or secret
society of the Areois, which ruled over the islands during the feudal
epoch. Out
of the confused discourse of the child I disentangle memories of a
terrible and singular institution. I divine a tragic history full of
august
crimes, but which it is difficult to penetrate because it is guarded
from the
curious by a well kept secret. After
Tehura had told me all she knew on this subject, I made inquiries
wherever possible. The
legendary origin of this famous society is as follows: Oro,
the son of Taaroa, and after his father the greatest of the gods,
resolved one day to choose a mate from among the mortals. He
wished her to be a virgin and beautiful, to the end that he might
found with her among the multitude of men a race superior and favored
above all
others. He
strode through the seven heavens and descended upon Pala, a high
mountain on the island of Bora-Bora, where dwelt his sisters, the
goddesses
Teouri and Oaaoa. Oro,
transformed into a young warrior, and his sisters into young
girls, set out upon a journey through the islands to find there the
creature
deserving of the kiss of a god. Oro
snatched up the rainbow, and placed one end upon the summit of
Païa
and the other upon the earth; thus the god and the goddesses passed
over
valleys and tides. In
the different isles where people hastened to welcome the fair and
magnificent visitors, the travelers gave marvelous feasts to which all
the
women flocked. And
Oro gazed upon them. But
his heart was filled with sadness, for the god found love, but he
did not love. His glance did not remain long upon any of the daughters
of men;
in not a single one did he find the virtues and graces of which he had
dreamed. And
after many days had been consumed in vain search, he decided to
return to heaven, when he saw at Vaïtape on the island of
Bora-Bora a young
girl of rare beauty bathing in the little lake of Avaï Aïa. She
was tall in stature, and all the fires of the sun burned and shone
in the splendor of her flesh, while all the magic of love slept in the
night of
her hair. Enchanted,
Oro prayed his sisters to speak to the young girl for him. He
himself retired to the summit of Pala to await the result of their
embassy. The
goddesses in approaching the young woman saluted her, praised her
beauty, and told her that they came from Avanaü, a place on
Bora-Bora. "Our
brother asks of you whether you will consent to become his
wife." Vaïraümati--for
so the young girl was named--carefully scrutinized the
strangers, and said to them, "You are not from Avanaü, but that
does not
matter. If your brother is a chief, if he is young and beautiful, let
him come.
Vaïraümati will be his wife." Without
delay Teouri and Oaaoa ascended Païa to tell their brother that
he was awaited. Then
Oro, placing the rainbow again as at first, came down to Vaïtape. Vaïraümati
had prepared for his reception a table weighed down with the
most beautiful fruit, and a couch of the rarest of stuffs and the
finest of
mats. And
divine in their grace and strength they offered service to love
under the tamaris and pandanus, in the forest and on the edge of the
sea. Every
morning the god re-ascended the summit of Païa; every evening he
came down
again to sleep with Vaïraümati. No
other daughter of men henceforth was permitted to see him in human
form. And
always the rainbow extended between Païa and Vaïtape served
him as
a way of passage. Many
moons had shone and become extinguished, and in the deserted Seven
Heavens no one knew where was the retreat of Oro. Two other sons of
Taaroa,
Orotefa and Oüotefa, took on human form and set out to find their
brother. For
a long time they wandered hither and thither among the islands without
finding
him. Finally, approaching Bora-Bora, they saw the young god sitting
with
Vaïraümati in the shadow of a sacred mango-tree. They
marveled at the beauty of the young woman, and wished to give her
presents as a testimony of their admiration. Orotefa transformed
himself into a
sow, and Oürtefa into red feathers. Immediately taking on human
form again, the
while the sow and the feathers remained, they approached the two
lovers,
bearing these presents in their hand. Oro
and Vaïraümata welcomed the two august travelers with joy. That
same night the sow threw a litter of seven. The first of these was
reserved for a later purpose; the second was sacrificed to the gods;
the third
was consecrated to hospitality and offered to strangers; the fourth
they named
Pig of the Hecatomb, in honor of love; the fifth and the sixth were to
be
preserved for the purpose of multiplying the species until after the
first
litter; and finally the seventh was roasted entire on hot-stones
(according to
the Maori custom thus divinely inaugurated), and then eaten. The
brothers of Oro returned to the heavens. A
few weeks later Vaïraümati told Oro that she was about to
become a
mother. Then
Oro took the first of the seven pigs which had been spared, and
went to Raïatea to the great maraë, the temple of the
god, Vapoa. There
he encountered a man, Mahi by name, to whom he gave the pig,
saying, "Maiï
maitaï oé teineï boüaa (take this pig and
guard it
well)." And
solemnly the god continued, "This
is the sacred pig. In its blood will be dyed the league of
men who shall spring from me. For I am father in this world. These
man shall be the Areois. To thee I give their prerogatives and
their name. As for myself I can no longer stay here. Mahi
sought out the chief of Raïatea, and told him of the happening.
But, as he could not guard the sacred trust without being the friend of
the
chief, he added, "My
name shall be thy name, and thy name shall be mine." The
chief agreed, and together they took the name Taramanini. In
the meantime Oro, having returned to Vaïraümati, announced to
her
that she would bring forth a son, and commanded she name him Hoa Tabou
té Raï
(sacred friend of the heavens). Then
he said: "The
fullness of time has come, and I must leave thee." Immediately
he changed into an immense pillar of fire, which
majestically rose into the air even above Perirere which is the highest
mountain of Bora-Bora. There he disappeared from the view of his
weeping wife
and the astonished people. Hoa
Tabou té Raï became a great chief, and did much good toward
man. At
his death he was raised to heaven, where Vaïraümati herself
ranked among the
goddesses. Oro
may very well have been a wandering Brahmin who brought to these
islands the doctrine of Brahma to the traces of which in the Oceanian
religion
I have already referred. When? . . . In
the purity of this doctrine the Maori genius had its awakening.
Minds capable of comprehending recognized each other and became
associated for
the practice of the prescribed rites, naturally quite apart from the
common
people. More enlightened than the other men of their race, they soon
seized
hold of the religious and political government of the island. They
arrogated to
themselves important prerogatives and established a powerful feudal
state,
which was the most glorious period in the history of the archipelago. Though
apparently they were ignorant of the art of writing, the Areois
nevertheless were men of learning. They passed entire nights in
reciting
scrupulously word-by-word the ancient "sayings of the gods." Their
text has now become established, but this could not have been
accomplished
except at the cost of years of assiduous labor. The Areois alone had
access to
these sayings of the gods, and at the most were only permitted to add
commentaries. It gave them the security of an intellectual center, the
habit of
meditation, the authority of a superhuman mission, and a prestige
before which
all the others bowed their heads. There
are in our Christian and feudal Middle Ages very similar
institutions, as the reader knows. For myself I know nothing more
frightful
than the religious and military association, the permanent council of
that
period, which rendered judgments in the name of God and held absolute
power
over life and death. The
Areois taught that human sacrifices are pleasing to the gods, and
they themselves sacrificed in the maraës all their
children save the
first-born. This bloody rite was symbolized by the seven pigs of the
legend,
all of which except the first, the "sacred pig," were put to death. Let
us not be overhasty in criticizing this as savagery. This cruel
obligation which many other primitive peoples also had to obey has
deep-lying
social and general causes. Among very prolific races, such as the Maori
race
formerly was, unlimited increase of the population is a menace to
existence
itself, both national and personal. Doubtless life on the islands. was
easy
enough, and it did not require much effort to obtain the necessities
for
subsistence. But the area was very restricted, and surrounded by an
immense
ocean, impassable to frail pirogues. It would soon have been
insufficient for a
people continually increasing. There would not have been sufficient
fish in the
sea, nor sufficient fruit in the forest. Famine would not have long
delayed,
and as always everywhere in the world would have had cannibalism as a
consequence. To
avoid the murder of men, the Maoris resigned themselves to the
killing of children. Let us note besides that cannibalism was already a
custom
when the Areois appeared, and that to combat it and to destroy its
causes they
introduced infanticide. One might say that infanticide already
constituted a
distinct mitigation in their customs, even though the sinister humor of
this
observation might serve as a subject for the amusement of a
vaudevillist.
Doubtless the Areois had to exercise extraordinary energy to accomplish
even
this degree of progress. Probably they were able to achieve it only by
assuming
unto themselves in the eyes of the people all the authority of the gods. Ultimately
infanticide was a potent means of selection for the race.
The terrible right of primogeniture, which was the right to life
itself, kept
the strength of the race intact in that it protected it from the malign
influence of an exhausted blood. It kept alive furthermore in all these
children from their earliest youth a consciousness of unalterable
pride. The
primitive force and the last flower of this pride are what we still
admire in
the last scions of a great but dying race. The
constant spectacle and the frequent return of death was finally an
austere but vivifying doctrine. The warriors learned to despise pain,
and the
entire nation obtained from it an intense emotional benefit, which
preserved it
from tropical enervation and the languor of perpetual idleness. It is a
historic fact that from the day on which sacrifice was forbidden by law
the
Maoris began to decline and finally lost all their moral vitality and
physical
fruitfulness. Even if this was not the cause, the coincidence, at
least,
remains a subject for thought. Perhaps
the Areois even understood the deeper virtue and symbolic
necessity of sacrifice. . . . In
the society of the Areois, prostitution was a sacred duty. We have
changed that. Prostitution has not ceased on Tahiti since we have
heaped upon
it the benevolences of our civilization. On the contrary it prospers.
It is
neither obligatory nor sacred. It is simply inexcusable and without
grandeur. The
religious dignity descended from father to son, and the initiation
began in infancy. The
society was originally divided into twelve lodges, which had as
grand-masters the twelve first Areois. Then came the dignitaries of
second
rank, and finally the apprentices. The different grades were
distinguished by
special tatoo-markings on the arms, the sides of the body, the
shoulders, and
the ankle-joints. The
Matumua of the Areois is a Maori scene of ancient times
which took place at the enthronement of the king. The
new ruler leaves the palace dressed in sumptuous robes, surrounded
by the chief men of the island. The grand-masters of the Areois precede
him
with rare feathers in the hair. He
goes with his train of attendants to the maraë. When
the priests, waiting on the threshold, see him, they proclaim with
loud sounding of trumpets and drums that the ceremony has begun. Then
when the king has entered the temple they place a human sacrifice,
a corpse, before the idol of the god. The
king and the priests recite and sing prayers in unison, whereupon
the priest tears out the two eyes from the sacrifice. He offers the
right eye
to the god, and the left to the king, who opens the mouth as if to
swallow the
bloody eye, but the priest forthwith withdraws it, and places it with
the rest
of the body. The
statue of the god is placed upon a carved litter borne by the
priests. Seated upon the shoulders of the chief priest, the king then
follows
the idol as far as the seashore, accompanied by the Areois, as though
he were
about to set out on a journey. Dancing, along the entire way, the
priests do
not cease sounding the trumpet and beating the drum. The
multitude follows behind, silently and reverently. The
sacred pirogue undulates gently in a little bay on the seashore. It
has been decorated for this ceremony with green branches and flowers.
The idol
is first placed aboard. Then the king is disrobed of his vestments, and
the
priests lead him into the sea, where among the waves the Atuas Mao
(god-sharks)
come to caress and lave him. Thus
consecrated a second time by the kiss of the sea under the eyes of
the god, as he was the first time in the temple by the god himself, the
king
ascends into the pirogue. There the high priest girds his loins with
the maro
oüroü, and places around his head the taoü mata.
They are the bands
of sovereignty. Standing
upright on the prow of the sacred pirogue, the king shows
himself to the people. And
at this sight the people finally break their long silence, and
everywhere the solemn cry resounds, "Maëva
Arii (long live the king)!" When
the first tumult of joy has subsided, the king is placed upon the
sacred couch where just now the idol has been. Then they take up their
way to
the maraë again, almost in the same order of procession in which
they came. The
priests again bear the idol. The chiefs bear the king. They open
the procession again with their music and dancing. The
people follow behind. But now having given themselves over to joy
they cry continually, "Maëva
Arii!" The
idol is solemnly replaced on its altar. With
this the religious ceremony is at an end, and now the popular
celebration begins. Just
as he held communion with the gods in the temple, and with nature
in the sea, so the king must now hold communion with his people. 1
The king, couched on mats, now receives the highest homage of the
people. It
is the frenzied homage of a savage people. The
entire multitude expresses its love for a man, and that man
is the king. Grandiose
even to the point of horror and terror is this spectacle,
which is like a dialogue between a man and the multitude. To-morrow he
will be
supreme master, freely able to dispose over the destinies of those
subject to
him, and all the future is his. The multitude has only this hour. Men
and women, entirely naked, circle around the king dancing
lascivious dances. They strive to touch certain parts of his body with
certain
parts of theirs. It is not always possible to avoid contacts or to keep
from
contamination. The frenzy of the people increases; it turns into
madness. The
peaceful island vibrates with frightful cries. The falling evening
shows the
fantastic spectacle of a multitude in ecstatic madness. Suddenly
the sound of the sacred trumpet and drum is heard again. The
homage is at an end, the festival is over; the signal of retreat
has sounded. Even the most delirious obey, and all subside. There is an
abrupt,
absolute silence. The
king rises; solemnly and majestically he reënters the palace,
accompanied by his suite. __________________ Since
about a fortnight there have been swarms of flies, which are rare
at other times, and they have become insupportable. But
the Maoris rejoice. The bonitoes and tunny-fish are coming to the
surface. The flies proclaim that the season for fishing is at hand, the
season
of labor. But let us not forget that on Tahiti work itself is pleasure. Every
one was testing the strength of his lines and hooks. Women and
children with unusual activity busied themselves in dragging nets, or
rather
long grates of cocoanut leaves, upon the seashore, and the corals,
which
occupied the sea bottom between the land and the reefs. By this method
certain
small bait-fish, of which the tunny-fish are very fond are caught. After
the preparations have been completed, which takes not less than
three weeks, two large pirogues are tied together and launched upon the
sea.
They are furnished at the prow with a very long rod, which can be
quickly
raised by means of two lines fixed behind. The rod is supplied with a
hook and
bait. As soon as a fish has bitten it is drawn from the water and
stored in the
boat. We
set out upon the sea on a beautiful morning--naturally I
participated in the festival--and soon were beyond the line of reefs.
We
ventured quite a distance out into the open sea. I still see a turtle
with the
head above water, watching us pass. The
fishermen were in a joyful mood, and rowed lustily. We
came to a spot they called "tunny-hole" where the sea is
very deep, opposite the grottoes of Mara. There,
it is said, the tunny-fish sleep during the night at a depth
inaccessible to the sharks. A
cloud of sea-birds hovered above the hole on the alert for tunnies.
When one of the fish appeared the birds dashed down with unbelievable
rapidity,
and then rose again with a ribbon of flesh in the beak. Thus
everywhere in the sea and in the air, and even in our pirogues
carnage is contemplated or carried out. When
I ask my companions why they do not let a long line down to the
bottom of the "tunny-hole," they reply to me that it is impossible
since it is a sacred place. "The
god of the sea dwells there." I
suspect that there is a legend behind this, and without difficulty I
succeed in getting them to tell it to me. Roüa
Hatou, a kind of Tahitian Neptune, slept here at the bottom of the
sea. A
Maori was once foolhardy enough to fish here, and his hook caught in
the hair of the god, and the god awoke. Filled
with wrath he rose to the surface to see who had the temerity to
disturb his sleep. When he saw that the guilty one was a man, he
decided that
all the human race must perish to expiate the impiety of one. By
some mysterious indulgence, however, the author himself of the crime
escaped punishment. The
god ordered him to go with all his family upon Toa Marama,
which according to some is an island or mountain, and according to
others a
pirogue or an "ark." When
the fisher and his family had gone to the designated place, the
waters of the ocean began to rise. Slowly they covered even the highest
mountains, and all the living. perished except those who had taken
flight upon
(or in) Toa Marama. Later
they repeopled the islands. We
left the "tunny-hole" behind us, and the master of the
pirogue designated a man to extend the rod over the sea and cast out
the hook. We
waited long minutes, but not a bite came. It
was now the turn of another oarsman; this time a magnificent
tunny-fish bit and made the rod bend downward. Four powerful arms
raised it by
pulling at the ropes behind, and the tunny appeared on the surface. But
simultaneously a huge shark leaped across the waves. He struck a few
times with
his terrible teeth, and nothing was left on the hook except the head. The
master gave a signal. I cast out the hook. In
a very short time we caught an enormous tunny. Without paying much
attention to it, I heard my companions laughing and whispering among
themselves. Killed by blows on the head the animal quivered in its
death agony
in the bottom of the boat. Its
body was transformed into a gleaming many-faceted mirror, sending
out the lights of a thousand fires. The
second time I was lucky again. Decidedly,
the Frenchman brought good luck. My companions joyously
congratulated me, insisted that I was a lucky fellow, and I, quite
proud of
myself, did not make denial. But
amid all this unanimity of praise, I distinguished, as at the time
of my first exploit, an unexplained whispering and laughter. The
fishing continued until evening. When
the store of small bait-fish was exhausted, the sun lighted red
flames on the horizon, and our pirogue was laden with ten magnificent
tunny-fish. They
were preparing to return. While
things were being put in order, I asked one of the young fellows
as to the meaning of the exchange of whispered words and the laughter
which had
accompanied my two captures. He refused to reply. But I was insistent,
knowing
very well how little power of resistance a Maori has and how quickly he
gives
in to energetic pressure. Finally
he confided to me. If the fish is caught with the hook in the
lower jaw--and both my tunnies were thus caught--it signifies that the vahina
is unfaithful during the tané's absence. I
smiled incredulously. And
we returned. Night
falls quickly in the tropics. It is important to forestall it.
Twenty-two alert oars dipped and re-dipped simultaneously into the sea,
and to
stimulate themselves the rowers uttered cries in rhythm with their
strokes. Our
pirogues left a phosphorescent wake behind. I
had the sensation of a mad flight. The angry masters of the ocean
were pursuing us. Around us the frightened and curious fish leaped like
fantastic troupes of indefinite figures. In
two hours we were approaching the outermost reefs. The
sea beats furiously here, and the passage is dangerous on account
of the surf. It is not an easy maneuver to steer the pirogue correctly.
But the
natives are skillful. Much interested and not entirely without fear I
followed
the operation which was executed perfectly. The
land ahead of us was illumined with moving fires. They were
enormous torches made of the dry branches of the cocoanut-trees. It was
a
magnificent picture. The families of the fishermen were awaiting us on
the sand
on the edge of the illumined water. Some of the figures remained seated
and
motionless; others ran along the shore waving the torches; the children
leaped
hither and thither and their shrill cries could be heard from afar. With
powerful movement the pirogue ran up on the sand. Immediately
they proceeded to the division of the booty. All
the fish were laid on the ground, and the master divided them into
as many equal parts as there were persons--men, women, and
children--who had
taken part in the fishing for the tunnies or in the catching of the
little fish
used for bait. There
were thirty-seven parts. Without
loss of time, my vahina took the hatchet, split some
wood, and lighted the fire while I was changing clothes and putting on
some
wraps on account of the evening chill. One
of our two parts was cooked; her own Tehura put away raw. Then
she asked me fully about the various happenings of the day, and I
willingly satisfied her curiosity. With child-like contentment she took
pleasure in everything, and I watched her without letting her suspect
the
secret thoughts that were occupying me. Deep down within me without any
plausible cause, a feeling of disquietude had awakened which it was no
longer
possible to calm. I was burning to put a certain question to Tehura, a
certain
question . . . and it was vain for me to ask of myself, "To what
good?" I, myself, replied, "Who knows?" The
hour of going to bed had come, and, when we were both stretched out
side by side, I suddenly asked, "Have
you been sensible?" "Yes." "And
your lover to-day, was he to your liking?" "I
have no lover." "You
lie. The fish has spoken." Tehura
raised herself and looked fixedly at me. Her face had imprinted
upon it an extraordinary expression of mysticism and majesty and
strange
grandeur with which I was unfamiliar and which I would never have
expected to
see in her naturally joyous and still almost child-like face. The
atmosphere in our little hut was transformed. I felt that something
sublime had risen up between us. In spite of myself I yielded to the
influence
of Faith, and I was waiting for a message from above. I did not doubt
that this
message would come; but the sterile vanity of our skepticism still had
its
influence over me, in spite of the glowing sureness of a faith like
this rooted
though it was in some superstition or other. Tehura
softly crept to our door to make sure that it was tightly shut,
and having come back as far as the center of the room she spoke aloud
this
prayer: Save me! Save me! That
evening, I verily joined in prayer with Tehura. When
she had finished her prayer, she came over to me and said with her
eyes full of tears, "You
must strike me, strike me many, many times." In
the profound expression of this face and in the perfect beauty of
this statue of living flesh, I had a vision of the divinity herself who
had
been conjured up by Tehura. Let
my hands be eternally cursed if they will raise themselves against
a masterpiece of nature! Thus
naked, the eyes tranquil in the tears, she seemed to me robed in a
mantle of orange-yellow purity, in the orange-yellow mantle of Bhixu. She
repeated, "You
must strike me, strike me many, many times; otherwise you
will be angry for a long time and you will be sick." I
kissed her. And
now that I love without suspicion and love her as much as I admire
her, I murmur these words of Buddha to myself, "By
kindness you must conquer anger; by goodness evil; and by the
truth lies." That
night was divine, more than any of the others--and the day rose
radiant. Early
in the morning her mother brought us some fresh cocoanuts. With
a glance she questioned Tehura. She knew. With
a fine play of expression, she said to me, "You
went fishing yesterday. Did all go well?" I
replied, "I
hope soon to go again." * I
was compelled to return to France. Imperative family affairs called
me back. Farewell,
hospitable land, land of delights, home of liberty and
beauty! I
am leaving, older by two years, but twenty years younger; more barbarian
than when I arrived, and yet much wiser. Yes,
indeed, the savages have taught many things to the man of an old
civilization; these ignorant men have taught him much in the art of
living and
happiness. Above
all, they have taught me to know myself better; they have told me
the deepest truth. Was
this thy secret, thou mysterious world? Oh mysterious world of all
light, thou hast made a light shine within me, and I have grown in
admiration
of thy antique beauty, which is the immemorial youth of nature. I have
become
better for having understood and having loved thy human soul--a flower
which
has ceased to bloom and whose fragrance no one henceforth will breathe. As
I left the quay, at the moment of going on board, I saw Tehura for
the last time. She
had wept through many nights. Now she sat worn-out and sad, but
calm, on a stone with her legs hanging down and her strong, lithe feet
touching
the soiled water. The
flower she had put behind the ear in the morning had fallen wilted
upon her knee. Here
and there were others like her, tired, silent, gloomy, watching
without a thought the thick smoke of the ship which was bearing all of
us--lovers of a day--far away, forever. From
the bridge of the ship as we were moving farther and farther away,
it seemed to us that with the telescope we could still read on their
lips these
ancient Maori verses, Ye gentle breezes of the south and east THE END
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